Heavy metal works on me

Published by Prototype Publishing as part of Prototype 7
ISBN: 978-1-913513-88-7
2025


Newborn lamb screams 
the extent of life. Electricity cables 
hum only meters above our head
We don’t share a house 
only our connective tissues      
especially the ones between 
our articulations & yes
sometimes a bed

Coldly-roll-my-body-away
I can’t get the dream to go 
far enough to see 
the moment when we 
play out all the 
irreversible processes 
at once

The cat runs out 
from behind a parked car 
into the sound of two black holes 
colliding you say, 
Let's go there,
friends do that for each other

When you get annoyed
your words fall out like

                                   heavy metal

What a relief when
the computer comes up with Error
There are 4 separate jars of mayonnaise in the fridge
no one likes it that much, for real
you read me a poem by Bernadette Mayor
                                   
                    Do you think that line is kind of dumb?



On youtube we watched a montage
cat pic / dog pic / sea otter / bunny
you said you don’t eat anything with a cute face
I asked what about me
that's what we do: Dinner
every meal I have eaten until now: pointless




Weighted blanket
Sensory de-
I don’t like noise and
sometimes your snoring 
is like


                                    heavy metal


Unlike hot air balloons
I am ecstatic with what have 
feels like a guitar solo 
so low
so perfectly structured


oh I'm in heaven again


with big fat fingers picking steel strings
four paws across click clack floor
went out today
trod in dog shit again


why-I-ought-to-oh
be in heaven again


Find the line in the poem that says this
Find the line in the poem that says all of this
Find a poem with only the outtakes
A poem that comes on only 
after the credits roll

I like to incubate every line 
like a baby, the weight of the
word up on my shoulders
my life plays out
in the never ending scale
& oh 


I’m in heaven again            


with all the windows open


                Cu


after? 


where we can get 
together with my elements
and measure what kind of 
satisfaction we get from
this sort of exposure




I                    CANNOT  


CONTINUE         IN         THESE


CONDITIONS


or


CLIMAX EVEN 


Is it just too much?

I haven’t made the bed 
in like forever
instead dysfunction &
cell death &
oh it’s going to break 
the speed of rapid
steel supply
so quick! don’t go –-
joining no groups
I make all of my decisions
without the right information

        I go out to work —
        I come back again —
        I go out to work — 
        I come back again —

only to find more jars in the fridge
including one you have labelled 
with 

           DO NOT EAT !!

            :)


Next door cat not come home
Think we all know 
what woke me up was your
counting atomic numbers &
everything succumbed to the drip



                                                           drip 




                                                           drip